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Hellooo OCTOBER!!

=D woopdedooo~

Its October already. Oh my gadddd. Im not sure why Im wayyy too hyper now. Its monday, no monday blues. =p a good thing right?

boo. Work awaits. Me want many things. But no no money coming out this soon. Sighs. Me want DSLR, Iphone(new in lists), new phone(still pending, im not sure whuttt, yet!), new of everything perhaps. But I needed to save up more for our family trip to KayKay / KayeL. Pfft. Tapi not sure when, probably next year! =/ ahhh well, at least, I still have time. And, Im going to Cosmopolitan college, next year! Insya'allah. =) not this year. I have alot to cope with work, Im still learning. Practice makes purrfect! Apaan.

Okay. Im too hyper, and its a bit retard, and freaky. nyehs. Blame the Green tea. -_-"

Im missing my photographer. x) 24, I miss and lorvee you.

*sighing.

It is so hard to pretend Im happy when I actually not that happy happy. I just want to have a perfect life, which is impossible. Near to perfect is the perfect word. -.-" I wish I can have a life like the others. But Im grateful with mine now. Sort of. And I wish I can bring my other half everywhere I go. Esp. during raya aniiii. ='(
I rather not talk about it. It sucks.

currently at kaka's restaurant with my parents. my ayam penyet just arrived, but the ayam doesnt look like one. hehs. But Im loving my watermelon juice! *on a bright side.
sajaa, menyamankan hati.

Later~

edited;
Today, very exhausted. Morning, RIPAS, took my result for my Medical check up, with mother. Home. Tukar baju. Rest. Off to Empire for the rehearsel. Then, home. Then jalan, bought coat, aka blazer for tomorow. Then, Kaka rest.
(I feel so malas to elaborate bahh, just a short one.)

And now, I gotta sleep. Tomorrow pagi-pagi buta have to bangun awal, and ke Empire. Sigh. Its SUNDAY for god's sake!

No mood to type alot. I still have posts that I havent publish yet. Nanti tahhh.

=)

I smile, cause I know it can cheer you, not my heart. Random.

godamnitshiznitfoshizzle! I loathe this feeling! So stupid dumb brunette. Oh gadddd. Feel like crying and shouting!! But my eyes been mengusuting to close down. To let go the stuhpeed feeling for a while. -.-" euwwwh much.

you, you, with capital L. Loser.

Happy Eid Mubarak to all.

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims.
Im sorry with all my wrong doings. Forgive me if Ive ever hurt any of your feelings. Its either on purpose or without me realising it. I am truly sorry.
Im not perfect. I made mistakes, I learnt from that.

Again, Selamat Hari Raya! Have the blast one! 0=))

I can already feel ITTTT! ;) happy adv. Eid mubarak. Majalss. HEHE.

advance raya.

Im currently at work. Believe it or not, they play raya songs. tsktsk. Im not that excited actually. -.-" but when takbir's on air. mahnnn. calm terus. =)) Im lovin' it! tapi its too early eh. Eventhough less than a week to Raya! Yeay! The uncool fact, no green packets for me. I just know it! Itsokayyy. =) Later, break the fast with my boss and colleagues. Free food! HAHA. Laraps much. This week is the busiest week ever. Home, alum habis cleaning campaign. Work, ofcourse work. sigh. Ohh, Im actually in dilemma now. Break the fast with family or with the bank people. Its this Friday. My colleague yang Im rapat with, shes not coming. And who am I gonna be with? Sigh. Im gonna skip with the bank people. I probably would be speechless and unfriendly. Kan? Eventhough the choices are Orchid Garden, Rizqun or Airport's. -.-" tahun depan tah eh. New environment is awkward to me. Dad wanna bring us out to Rizqun jua. Unsure, but maybe. I rather be with the family lah. =) wanna go out with my girlfriends. But they are busy with assignments, got other errands to do, yadayada. So yeahh. I feel like, we were too busy with stuffs that we dont have time to hangout like we used to. It feels like Im left behind without knowing of whats going on with their life. Pathetic mucho! sigh. Im glad that I dont have to work till night even during sunday, cause If I do, it is so hard to go out. I rarely spend my time with the families. But now, bonding! HEE. Apaan. Im loving it. Sudah free, friends are busy. hehs. Sudah ada license, we tend to caught up with other stuffs and broke! sigh. Life! Maybe next time. Yes? (not that theyre going to read this anyways. Certain only.)

Talking about school, Im giving up. My June results was.. -.-" kenapakan ia masih testuck atuuu. Babal ehhh. Ive tried and work too hard! But the results macam angin! Pfft.
ITB??? Goodbye youuu. Im no longer into you. And Im over it. pffft. apaan. Good thing, I still wanna study. IGS or Cosmopolitan. Im still considering either two. I dont really care how much it costs.. cause education come firsts. esehhh. But I know its gonna be a hectic one. Working and studying. Me no no care. (awal ani tuuu.. mun udah schooling, I might giving up! haha.) But hey, pray for me. =)

cant wait for the 3rd season of GG. A new series on DVD of Privileged and 90210. Im boreddd. Dvd's my bestfriend at dawn.

xoxo.

Hello world! ;)

Its September...! A month to go for mi burthhhdeh! Are you thinking of what Im thinking? Nyehs. No comment! I feel like updating, but in a simple way. ;)

Lets start from the last day of my previous work. It was, nothing. hehs. But Im gonna miss that place and people. NOT. Not the people, especially the satan/demons. :) had sungkai out with babylove. Hes annoying. But love him still. Serious, rasakan di cucuk matanya ah. HAHA. Kiddin! Loving you! Move on, Sunday, woke up early, went to Kianggeh with the family, except the brotherinlaw, the nephew bought another rabbit. Yes, another one! =/ After that, we went for furniture-hunting. Tired! But, I wasnt fasting. pfft. Then, mall-ing, dad bought his little girl a shoe(again), its for my work's shoe. HEHE. So, what? CK are guhreat! I love em'! Went to summit too, but neahh, nada size! Grrr. Move on, after the 'frustration' I had, went to the 4th floor expo at Rizqun, I was nearly to.... faint. HAH. Over much! The handbags are xnafngy?btpm#¡¿ EXPENSIVE! darn. Tahan saliva saja. apaan. =p bought something. Its LV! Oh gee, im loving LV now! ;) I took pictures like papparazi, cause no one bring any cameras, and I had to curi-curi from the outside. Lol. Pathetic much. After that, home, rushed to change baju, which I just bought, thanks for the sister for being such an evil. I needed to save money bah. Sighh. Sungkai out at Holiday Lodge with the cousins. Deliciously nyaman! Mau lagiii. =( maybe next time. It feels awkward. I feel like strangers. Serious. I got nothing to talk about with em'. People do change, huh? Plus, its been a while now. We usually meet everyweek, but not anymore, it feels like once in a year now. People change, things change, time changes too, so, what tha heck! Took alot of pictures. And somehow, I hate the camera for not having anti-blur. Its sony! It suppose to be super good! What happened to cybershot? Uncool now ey? Pfftt.

Its SEPTEMBER now! Yeayers! Fasting month, and a new life begins. And im trying to like it. Im new, what do you expect? Nothing to do at the first day, just yet. =) I can see ALOT from now actually. And I know, I needed to brush up my english. It kinda sucks. Blerghhh. I watch dvds everynight but no books. pffft. I need healthy life! bloblob. =) im totally hyper now.

Speaking of words and english. I find it very annoying if people tend to write in texts like 'tu', but 'toh', 'aku' but 'qu', euwhh. No offense, but, EUWHHH. Get the dictionary! And ofcourse, ALOT to mention. Its irritating, really. Apatah lagi if its 'HeLlO, InTrO PlEaSe?', Likeeee.. -.-" uhmmmm. I still remember the last time, when I approved friend requests, but I kept in on pending for weeks, nyehs, it takes time to accept! And when I approved, the next thing, a comment from that person, 'thanks for the add'. The ADD? HAHA. Okay. Lameo much! Who ADDED who? And Who APPROVED who? Pffft! Enough now.

currently watching BLONDE AMBITION. I feel so blonde right now with PINK lipstick! sheshhhh.

currently at WYWY. sungkai-ed. Not really, cause tadi kena japanese shot. If you know what I mean. Sigh. Sia-sia aja. Anyways, tomorrow will be my last day at work. tsktsk. =/ I felt different eh. No comment. I gotta continue laterrr. If I got the time (another meaning, if rajin. heheh)

good day, mate!

=))) *wide smiles*

a miracle happened yesterday. And I got the mixed feelings. See? Things happen for reasons! Oh my god. Im relieved. At the same time, worried sick about everything. I can be so nervous when it comes to new environment. And Ill be starting next week! Excitedness! =))) alhamdulilah. I already got the feeling that they might call. Its either a yes and a no. Alhamdulilah, they want me! Hee. Apakan. It was nerve wrecking moment, I didnt talk a lot, and I know, not a good thing! But hellzz yeahzz (euwhh.) I got it! X) thanks to them, my lovely friends, for melayan-ing all of my worry-ness and kusut-ness. Im nervous. Not expecting anything, but ALOT in mind. Im not good when it comes to meet new people, esp. strangers. Not friendly-like, if they're not friendly. And I can be so pelupa. I guess I eat semut too. pfft. lameo.

p.s : =') love, I know,ok? Im sorry. I cant even imagine. With the fact that, I will not be able see-ing you like the usuals. sigh. Im gonna miss you. hugs! This week, NF, ok?

first ;

First day of puasa. =) too much things to swallow. Ahh well, its faith. God's willing. I know things happen for reasons, kan? All I have to do now is bersabar. =')

sigh.

Less than an hour for sungkai. ;) but I have to go to work after that, how amazing! NOT.

Later.